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Monday, November 3, 2008

I'm back to blog with a sadness story

I'm back! I'm back! A lot of things need to be update and a lot of things happen to me recently. My problem is non stop since I have got a new job. Busy life will be started again. Today is my first day at my new workplace. I don't have much problem with my new job and my colleagues is very friendly. What I'm worried the most is about my son. Because of my new job I need to leave my son at my hometown. I'm very miss him and I'm sure he also miss me too. I just called my mother just now and my sister pick up the phone. She said seem like my son can feel that I'm not there and he is looking for me to hug him. I'm very sad. This is a first time I leave him there and the first time also he is away from me. I'm in the process taking a maid and not so soon will get it. The agency said it will take about 1 month+. Look like my son will need to be there until the maid is arrive.
Actually my life is started busy last month. We received news that my father in law was an accident on last 2 weeks. Therefore we went back to hometown for 3 days to visit him. After come back from hometown I started looking for a school that provided nursery for my son. However there are non and no baby sitter that can take care of my son. That is why I'm give up and decided to send him back to Kedah. So.... again we went back to Kedah. We just came back from Kedah on last night and today I'm started my new job. I was cried a lot along the way from Kedah until last night. I feel very quiet without home at home.
And today I received news from maid agency that the maid that we choose is not suitable for us and ask us to choose the news maid. Haiyoooooooo...... I'm very tired with all this. All this problem came after I got a job. That is why I said to my husband the problem will never solve if I go back to work life.

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