Dilemma?

I'm dilemma now. My husband wanted me to go back to work again.... because of living cost and inflation nowadays. Scared! When I think about inflation. How we going to survive or give a better life to our kids? Actually I love to work but at the same time I'm scared to go back to work life. I'm scare to face a new boss, new environment, new colleagues and a lot more. That's why when I wanted to apply for the job make me think a lot. I'm worried about my kids especially my son. I think for guys they take it easy. My husband said that is small matter but for me this is a big matter.

I feel guilty to my kids.. as a parent we should give full concentration to them but money is important too. Nowadays children are very demanding. Yesterday I'm just shared my past experience with my husband about computer. During my time I'm took computer class and learn about Microsoft office at Alor Star. I don't have computer at home and even at University I also don't have it. Whenever I want to use computer I'll go to computer room at my faculty which is for public using for the student there.

But compared to current situation I can say most of the houses have a computer and most of children know how to use it. Student nowadays using laptop!!. Wow.... it's really different and good improvement.